December 2010
Right when the clock strikes midnight..
I won’t have anyone to kiss. I won’t see who I’d like to see. But I can promise you, I’m done living in heartbreak’s shadow. Right when the clock strikes midnight, I will be refreshed. New year, new start.
2010.
2011.
It's like you get off on my suffering.
I would fucking find our best memory hibernating under my bed. Memories flow back so quick that my body can’t even keep up with comprehending how sad and angry it all made me. Sitting on my floor, no limbs on my body moving, throat burning from holding back tears. Knowing you love someone and they don’t love you back, and you’ve never had any personal experiences with them.. is...
To move on is to grow, Yet I haven’t been able to accomplish either. I know the way to go, Yet I can’t bring myself to move forward. I’ve been sleeping on stones and they’ve formed to my spine. My once straight back, now a crooked line. I’ve broken no bones and I appear to be just fine. My life’s been emptied from the inside.
My Liver Hurts: Altogether wonderful →
danasaurusex:
She had three holes in her dress. I had time to count while she was sleeping. It was still fairly early, I could tell only because the sun was just rising outside our window.
She was breathing softly, out like a light. Little one must be exhausted. She wanted to stay up as long as she could,…
Hands shaking. Head hurting. Heart pounding.
Now I won’t be sitting around wondering “what if..” But damn waiting feels like a century. But I’m glad I did what I did. & contacted you. No matter what the outcome is.
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how, I've...
We were all in love, & we all got hurt.
I hate that feeling when you see something and for...
(via lovemetoinfinity, -rosehips)
I'm just wondering when..
I’m going to be over you. I still pass your house and feel heartsick. I see your name and I stop for a second. I find things that remind me of you. I’m just wondering when this will go away.. Because I don’t know how much more of this I can take. I wish I could pack up my things and move away. For more reasons than one.
You can say that you don’t miss me, but I think...
Things I'd like to say to people, But can't.
1.) If you’re trying to play games, good try. Not gonna work on this chick. Plus, we’re just fucking friends. Realize it. Thanks!
2.) I’m glad we’re friends again. For some reason, I always miss you when you aren’t around. Even though we fight and clash.. we’re just meant to have a friendship.
3.) I still think about you everyday. Replay things in my head....
Taylor Swift says the things that I don’t know how to say.
‘Cause you had me hanging by a thread. On the tips of your fingers. I don’t know where to begin. But I’m still waiting holding onto the silly idea that I might find you. It’s all that I could ever do.
Tell me to run and I’ll race.
If you want me to stop, I’ll freeze.
If you want me gone, I’ll leave.
Just hold me closer baby.
Make me crazy for you.
Crazy for you.
Tell me to run and I’ll race.
If you want me to stop, I’ll freeze.
If you want me gone, I’ll leave.
Just hold me closer baby.
Make me crazy for you.
Crazy for you.
Found lyrics that describe how I felt about...
My heart beats like a drum A guitar string to the strum A beautiful song to be sung He’s got blue eyes deep like the sea That roll back when he’s laughing at me He rises up like the tide The moment his lips meet mine We may only have tonight But till the morning sun, you’re mine All mine Play the music low And sway to the rhythm of love When the moon is low We can...
I’m craving real people in my life. Craving stability, happiness, clarity. I feel so out of place. I don’t feel like myself anymore.
If this was a movie, You'd be here by now..
Come back to me like you would if this was a movie. Stand in the rain outside ‘till I came out. Come back to me like you could if you just said you’re sorry. I know that we could work it out somehow. But if this was a movie you’d be here by now. I know people change and these things happen, But I remember how it was back then. Locked up in your arms & our friends are...